Sometimes I say jackass things like, "I'll probably be single forever!" knowing it's dumb, annoying and not what I want. But I say it anyway because I'm a scaredy puss. I'm afraid to make a decision and stick with it. I'm afraid to love one person forever. I'm sorry and I really hope to overcome it someday. Because I want what Susi has. I want a love worth fighting for. I want a love that reminds me of summertime.
Monday, April 14, 2008
You know what my problem is?
There are too many options out there. I can see myself living happily in 5 different places with any of 5 different people. This is a problem for me. I think it's why I can't always see myself as a family person. And yet I always say I want between 3 and 5 children depending on the day.
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you can't have him!! if you want it- then go and fight for it. i think it's waiting.
Don't worry, I don't want no sloppy seconds! Is it really waiting though?
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