Today I can't stop thinking about you. I miss you so much my heart hurts. I can feel the ache in the hole in place of where you once stood. I don't know if we will ever understand the kind of love we had, or resolve it or be able to put it on a shelf only to return to it later. This may be the end of our saga.

I know nothing except that I have been left out in the darkness. Sometimes I sit here, waiting for you to turn the light on and let me in.